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8 seminaristas desaparecieron en el Nevado de Toluca – en 2023, el único que bajó contó todo

  It was a centuries-old tradition of the seminary, a rite of passage that strengthened faith and brotherhood among future priests.  The names of the disappeared had been seared into the collective memory of Toluca. Andrés Vázquez, 22 years old.  Carlos Mendoza, 24. Fernando Ruiz, 23. Gabriel Torres, 25. Joaquín Ramírez, 21. Luis Herrera, 23, Mateo Santos, 22 and Ricardo López, 24.

All of them, young people full of faith and hope, with devastated families still waiting for answers.  The icy wind that came down from the volcano seemed to whisper their names every night, as if the mountain itself held the secrets of that fateful excursion. Authorities had concluded that an unexpected storm had caught them by surprise, causing a tragedy due to exposure to extreme cold.

  But David knew the truth, and that truth was much darker than anyone could imagine.  David Morales had been the youngest of the group, barely 20 years old, with bright eyes that reflected an unwavering faith.  Now, sitting in front of Father Miguel in the confessional, those same eyes were sunken.  surrounded by purple dark circles that spoke of sleepless nights and constant nightmares.

  “I must tell you everything from the beginning,” David began, his hands trembling as he clutched a worn rosary.  “But first, you need to know who Brother Aurelio really was . Brother Aurelio Sandoval had been the group’s spiritual leader , a 45-year-old man who had served at the seminary for 20 years, tall and robust, with a perfectly trimmed gray beard and a voice that seemed to emanate directly from the pulpit.

The seminarians revered him, seeing him as the perfect example of devotion and wisdom. He was our role model,” David continued, his voice breaking. “We all wanted to be like him. His faith seemed unshakeable. His knowledge of the Scriptures was impressive. But there was something, something that didn’t add up.

” David vividly remembered Friday morning when they left Toluca. The group had departed in two trucks from the seminary, singing hymns and joking about who would be better able to withstand the mountain cold. Brother Aurelio drove the first truck with Andrés, Carlos, Fernando, and Gabriel.

 David rode in the second with Joaquín, Luis, Mateo, and Ricardo. Brother Aurelio had insisted that this retreat  “It would be special,” David murmured. He said he’d received a revelation, that God had shown him something important on the snow-capped mountain, that we were going to experience a miracle. During the trip, David had noticed that Brother Aurelio was carrying an extra backpack, heavy and bulky, which he guarded with special care.

 When Mateo asked what was in it, Aurelio had smiled mysteriously and replied, “The instruments of our spiritual transformation.” The climb up the winding roads of the volcano had been beautiful. The snow-covered pines glistened in the March sun, and the air grew purer and colder with every kilometer. The young men had talked about their vocations, their families, and the sermons they hoped to preach someday.

 Joaquín was especially excited, David recalled with a wistful smile. He had decided to specialize in working with at- risk youth. He said God was calling him to save lost souls on the streets of Toluca. Luis wanted to be a missionary in Africa. They all had such pure dreams. Upon arriving at the San José refuge, a rustic stone and wood structure situated on a plateau  Surrounded by snow-capped peaks, Brother Aurelius had arranged the rooms in a specific way.

 He would stay alone in the main room, while the eight seminarians would split into pairs in the side rooms. “That night we had dinner together,” David continued. Brother Aurelius had brought special food, wine for communion, even chocolates. He said we were going to celebrate something big. He asked us to fast until Saturday night, to drink only water during the day to purify our bodies and souls.

After dinner, they had prayed Vespers together in front of the fireplace. Brother Aurelius had spoken about the mysteries of faith, about how God sometimes asked for extreme sacrifices to test true devotion. His words, which at the time had sounded profound and inspiring, now echoed in David’s mind like ominous warnings.

 Before going to sleep, Brother Aurelius gave us some special white robes, David recalled. His voice was barely a whisper. He said we should wear them on Saturday for a purification ceremony, that  We were going to ascend to a higher level of spiritual understanding. That night David had slept restlessly, dreaming of angels and demons battling in the starry sky above the volcano.

 Saturday dawned with a leaden sky threatening a storm. David woke with a strange feeling in his stomach, a restlessness he couldn’t explain. The fast prescribed by Brother Aurelio had begun to take effect. Everyone felt light, almost ethereal, but also weak. During breakfast, which consisted only of holy water and an unconsecrated host, I noticed that several of my brothers were pale, David told Father Miguel.

 Andrés had trembling hands, and Carlos complained of dizziness. Brother Aurelio said these were signs that our bodies were being purified, preparing to receive divine grace. The morning was spent in prayer and meditation. Brother Aurelio had arranged for each seminarian to spend an hour in solitary contemplation at different points in the retreat.

 David was sent to a small, makeshift chapel behind the main building, where he found a  A crucifix carved from local wood and an image of Our Lady of Guadalupe. While praying, David began to hear distant voices. At first, he thought they were his brothers in their own prayer sessions, but he gradually realized the voices were coming from Brother Aurelio’s room.

 He couldn’t make out the words, but the tone was urgent, almost desperate. When I returned to the main building, I found Brother Aurelio on the phone, David continued. He looked nervous, sweaty, despite the cold. When he saw me, he hung up quickly and smiled, but his smile didn’t reach his eyes.

 He asked me if I had had any revelations during my meditation. During lunch, which again consisted only of water, several seminarians began to express their doubts about the intensity of the fast. Fernando, always the most practical of the group, suggested they should eat something solid to maintain their strength at the altitude.

 Brother Aurelio became very upset, David recalled. His eyes darkened in a way I had never seen. He reminded us that Jesus fasted for 40 days in the desert, that the greatest saints had endured Committed to their vocation. That afternoon, while the seminarians rested in their rooms, David decided to explore the area around the refuge.

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